A Review of Red on the Moon by Rhiannon Wellman

What do you get when you have Mating heat , dead bodies , new partner and a serial killer on the lose. You get the new book Red on the Moon ( Mark of the Moon book 1) by Rhiannon Wellman. 

In this book we meet Lucas Donald the oldest of the four Donald brothers. Who just happen to be on the San Francisco police department and who is also an alpha . Lucas has been living a pretty dull life for shifter. Work and home with the occasional one night stand . 

Now thrown in a serial killer, missing organs and a high body count that is rising . the lets throw in a new partner who flips all of Lucas alpha and Mating switches you have the making of a love story with some mayhem thrown in. But then Lucas meets agent Toby Devin a young man that flips all his switches . 

Rhiannon crafted in this story three dimensional character who you can fall in love with. We follow Lucas and Toby as they work on a case and Lucas fall in love but one problem arises will Toby accept Lucas as him maye and as a wolf  minor character who get you interested in know what will happen next in  their lives. I hope there is a sequel because this books leaves you wanting more. I highly recommend this book because your interest is peaked from beginning to end. 

http://www.amazon.com/Red-Moon-Rhiannon-Wellman-ebook/dp/B00ZQCPH7S/ref=sr_1_sc_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1434997311&sr=8-2-spell&keywords=Rhianno+Wellman

The more things change the more thy stay the same

So this past Friday night I decided to go out. I went to see some friends dance and support them. They were hosting an underwear party and it was damn sure an interesting site. I had a really good time watching two of the sexy men from the Haus of Cake(Seth Fornea and Jared LeBlanc) shake their bon bon and work a room. Let me tell you they damn sure can shake it. So any who my time was  with them was nearing an end and I was making my was across the famous 42nd street. Let's just say I got late night dinner theater in a five part act.
Act I: couple arguing on tenth ave. If I wanted to see mess break ups I'll watch bravo for that. Well anyway girl is ahreaking at boyfriend about his aide piece. How she won't care if the bitch is upstairs and how he is a douchebag and abman whore. I was like damn ..what was his response maybe if you gave better head I would not need a side piece. On that note the light change and I stated walking ( BTW the light had changed three times already before his response).

ACT II
Walking across 42 nd street, a loud talking drunken twenty something guy.  Having deep emotional conversation about commitment with his lady friend. He wanted her to confirm the conversation of their level of commitent to him. She had this bored look on her face of" not tonight ".. 

Act III
About thrity feet away tpu had a very upset TSWF who was crying into her phone doing what I would call the WWW. Asking the person on the other end why are you being so mean to me? What did I ever do for you not to love me any more? For me that's is grating on the nerves, she should have had more balls and told whomever to suck her balls and go have drinks. Oy vey.

Act IV
So I finally made it to 42 and 8th ave I had decides to walk to the 40th street entrance of the subway. So I get to 41 street and what do I see an MTA bus driver picking up a lady of the night. Me being the sarcastic person I  said o see Tue MTA is going your way. I mean he got major balls to do that so close to his job.

Act V.
Finally made it to 40th street as I was making my way to the subway . I walked past five ladies of the night. Four of those ladies were comforting and offering advice to the new girl on the block. As I got closer to the station I said to myself the more they change things the more they stayed the same. So that was my Friday night in NYC. How was your Friday night?

Whining Bitches Please Grow the Fuck Up

Normally I don't do two blog post a week but something recently made me pull out my super bitch claws and ready to take a few pair of non bitch brass balls off.

Yes it's that time a year again the award season and recently we just had Rentboy international present the hookies. As I stated in my earlier post was fun funny and child a CFT mess. But what got me was a post about honoring porn stars and escorts as a high school certificate gig. 

Ok that rubbed me the wrong way because in the straight community when it comes to escorting we have the players ball and when it come to the porn industry we have the AVN awards . So basically it's ok for the straight community and not for the gay community Ohhh please suck my schweddy balls. 

The post really pissed me off and I'm like the men in this industry have more class and intelligence then some of the men they spend their time with if you know what I mean . For some escorting is a side gig for others its a second career. 

The post was like the claws came out because they were not part of the freaking in crowd. It takes a strong person mentally, emotionally and physically to be an escort and a porn star. I give them props for doing it. 

But when you bitch whine and moan about it you sound like a sniveling jealous twat. If you think you got the chops then go for it. If not shut the fuck up and sit in the corner like a good little bitch. 

Trust me this is coming from a woman who worked in the European adult industry, no I'm not telling you in what function. 

In the words of me, Queen La Go-Go " those who can do porn.... Those who can't just bitch". But Miss Ru says it best" If you can't love yourself, how in the hell can you love some body else."

From my go-go house of love to yours 

Love , Peace and Afro Grease.

Penis, Porn and Politics

Penis, Porn and Politics: this year Hookie awards

Yeah I know I you looked at the title and was like what does politics have to to with porn. You be surprised how much electioneering goes on. Let's call a spade a spade , a hooker a hooker and a dick a dick. Yeah I know it sounds confusing but it really isn't follow along. 

Ok so this year I went to my second adult industry awards and I was like so stoked that two wonderful men Boomer Banks and Rocco Steele were up for some major awards in the adult service industry. These two men are funny, smart , kind, sassy, sexy and down right delicious. 

I am really good when it comes to picking winners when it comes to award shows. So in my little fat heart I knew these men will sweep their respective categories. So let me set the  mood .  

The awards were held at BPM the club connected to the OUT hotel. Dimly lit but very tasteful done. It's kind of funny they started on CFT( Color Folk Timezone ). So once we started Miss Alaska Thunderfuck 5000 was the hottest with the mostest. 

Ok so once the opening song and dance number with jokes thorn in was done. They started right away. The first couple of categories I was not too surprised because I did not vote for them but when we got to Best Porn Star Escort  I knew as a betting woman Boomer should have won. When they announce the winner Aleks Buldocek, I was like WTF who is this. I was upset I am not gonna front. So then we moved on to Best Top like I said I had my money set on Rocco winning but when they called Austin's name I was deflated. Yes I have watched Austin work for Randy Blue but he is not Big Daddy. There is something about Rocco that makes you want to take him like a slut in heat.  Duncan Black won best bottom that was cool. 

The next category was Best Body again if I had a line to a bookie in Vegas I was laying odds that Sean Zeveran would have won. But some guy name Kurtis Wolfe, I mean I saw him and hell no he does not have the body Sean has. So I'm like something ain't right ok I kept  sitting back  I did not vote for the best bear/Cub but the winners were Will Foster and Ted Byrns . 

I did not vote for the fetish kink category the winner was Brian Bonds. Now we get to Best Dress/Style and yes I was like a cheer leader when they called Boomer's name. The man does have one fucking hell of a fashion sense. I say I want him to give me the Miss Fame makeover.  So I was Uber happy for Bacon Bits. 

Best Ass category again I was pulling for Sean like hooker in hunts point. But when the named Tyson Tyler, I was like DaFuck, really Sean has the type of ass that if you bounce a quarter off it you get back a dollar. When Mr. Tyler josh owed the world his ass I was like I got a better rounder ass and I'm a female. 

Then we get to Best Cock and shit I was like Big Daddy better when this cause my inner Shaquetta was gonna come out. When they named Rocco for the award I was happy for him. I mean hell that's not a cock he has thats  a blue whale. I mean good gravy you will a whole lot of crisco to take that cock. Moving along  the next category was Massage the winner was Elijah Wood. 

The next category was Best Fantasy Boyfriend I vote my wide ass off for Killian James, he should have won but Nooo the winner was Mike De Marko, have no clue maybe I'm not all that knowledgable. But I felt so bad for Killian why cause he was sitting across from me. 

Ok now we got to the Best Daddy category like I keep telling folks I may be fat I may be ugly but I ain't stupid . That awards should have went to Rocco hands down and some guy name Chris Roberts won. Who the hell is he I mean Rocco makes you want to drop and say yes Big Daddy, anything Big Daddy and scream harder Big Daddy. I was sorely disappointed 

Best social media should have been Boomer no fucking question about it. But the winner was a Leo Sweetwood Best website went to Nick Sterling and I voted for Nick he is a cutie and then we got to the coup de grace Mr. international Escort 2015 I knew that if Rocco did not when this I was truly gonna get ugly but in the end Big Daddy Rocco Steele was crowned Mr. international 2015.

Now let's get down to the nitty gritty the folks who should have sweep their respective categories didn't and I could not figure out why. I mean Sean, Rocco and Boomer are very popular and have one hell of a fucking following. So I could not get it until a little birdie said favorites had to beat out fan favorites. Politics do not belong if you are asking for fans to vote the. Let it be honest voting not the back room bullshit like we see in our everyday politicians. 

Don't get me wrong RentBoy dot come but on one hell of a show. But next year let it be honest voting and winning by the fans and not the powers to be.  Would I go again hell yeah to support Big Daddy and Bacon Bits. 

I did get to meet Jesse Jackman and Dirk Cabler OMG they are the most awesomest and sweet Jeebus is Jesse tall as heck. Damn Dirk looks yummy in leather. 

To Rocco and Boomer you guys are the best and no matter what are winners in everything yall do. #Boober #infinitlove #loveisyourreligion #BigDaddy #Baconlvr

Never To Old to Live Again

Never Too Old to Live Again by Bellann Summer is book one in the Lubirea Mia series is a paranormal love story. 

Our MC in this book are  Todd and Stephan, we meet Todd when he is no bigger than a tree stump. When he moves in next door to Stephan as a child. Stephen is a puma who's old enough to remember the Model T. Their chance meeting one day when in a child wisdom he ask his neighbor are you a crabby bastard, like my dad said you are. Without missing  a beat Stephen goes Yes.  But when at neither one knew was that they were the mate to each other.

Todd moves away and Stephen goes into hiding from the paranormal council and he has his reasons fir doing so. But Stephen is also hiding a very big secret from the paranormal community.  Does this mean our MC's will never meet nope let's let fast forward twenty years. Todd is now a successful writer and editor and Stephan is still a crabby bastard with a secret.

How do these two cross path again you wonder well when Stephen child hood home comes up for sale he buys is much to Stephan chagrin . Let's just say bright colors do nothing in making Stephan less of a crabby bastard. Well their meeting was not quiet romantic in human standards. When Stephan gets a wiff of Todd's scent he crashes thru the back door and pounces on that poor sweet man like he was the last Nasty Pig leather jock at Mr. Leather. 

Trust me when I said Todd is taken for a surprise when the big cat on top of him transform into a naked sexy man. Yeah his day was so not going well now and it got even nuttier when Stephan tells Todd he is his mate and nothing else . Let's just say Todd did not take it well. 

But like any relationships it takes time to get to know and work things except when your mate keep major secrets from you. Let's says between the council and their issues, missing females, lions, salamanders pregnancy and hot sex......this book got more surprises than a group of go-go boys at Decadence.

If you want to know about these secrets and Stephan's true age then you need to read this book and the other books that will come in this series. 



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The Holland Brothers

This review was written almost two years ago but was recently edited for content So I hope this help new readers begin their journey into the world of MM e books .

I have read all four of Toni Griffin Holland Brother"Mate series" and I adore it.

 The first book Unexpected mate was sweet and endearing with Marcus Holland unexpectedly  meeting his mate Brian Townsand  on the side of the road when Brian's car has a flat after having being disowned by him parents and his birth pack. 

 Ever the heterosexual male Marcus was thrown for a loop to see that his destined mate is a male.  Marcus made a total jackass of himself but will understanding from his mate and boy did he have to work on forgives from his mate. Eventhough he was forgiven their relationship started with a bump and had a little side detoure in the way of a not a natural bold hussy in a miniskirt. This is a story about forgiveness, understanding and most of all love. If you want a sweet romance read this book it will help you on your way to understanding all of the Holland brothers.

The second book in this series is Determined Mate, this book made me cry and in the beginning and hoped in the in. Pack Alpha Alex Holland  never thought he would find his mate until he hears Brian talking to his best friend Jason. Even with that great werewolf hearing Alex still had a hard time wrapping his mind around his mate.

When scared physically and emotionally hurt Jason pulls up to the Holland house not only does he find Brian but he meets his mate and an jealous Marcus. Not feeling like he can deal with meeting his mate he turns and runs only to be tackled by Alex. Can you say what a way to say hello. It takes having a best friend in Brian and an understanding mate to help Jason on the road to healing. Yes this mating started out with fear of the unknowing but you have to read this book to see if Jason gets his wolf and does Alex gets his mate. I will not tell.

Book three in this series is Protective mate all i say is who say men can not raise daughters. Simon Holland has been feeling melancholy since his older brothers have found their mates and he is wondering if he will find his. Not know that the new wold who is sitting in his living room is not only his mate Zach, but wait he has a two year old Daughter!!!!!!..Simon is not sure what to think or how to handle this situation. But then there is more drama then at a drag queen competition. When Brian ends up very ill and no one and i mean no one knows what is the matter with him.  Let's not for get vile evil religious twunts, I mean little Haley  grandparents trying to run off with sweet Haley.  Will Simon get his mate? Will Zach finally meet a man who will love his daughter as much as him? Will they ever find out what is wrong with Brian? 

The fourth book in this series is Forbidden Mate, ahh yes the youngest of the Holland brothers Patrick " Rick" has known and loved his mate Jack Richmond for ever. Yes that Jake best friend to Alex and pack beta since he was sixteen. Can you say sweet jeebus. But yet Jake breaks young Patrick heart one night with a heart wrenching phone call. Boy does he feel like an ass when he makes that call but he has a good reason to protect his mate from his father and former pack beta Arthur. What jake does not realized is that once he tells his bigoted father and makes that phone call will change Patrick and Jake's lives for a longtime.

Patrick throws himself into school and friends. Jakes does what he has to do for himself school wise and job wise. They have not spent much time around each other unless it was at holland family functions or pack functions but the pain of Jake's phone call still resides deep in Patricks heart. It was not until Brian falling Ill and the Alpha sending these two star cross lovers to the other side of the country to  seek the answers they needed from the Alpha of the Altheron pack. This mating has more problems then straight men marching at a pride event. Now throw in the Altheron pack beta and Lort does fireworks happen. Will Jack and Patrick finally get their shyt together and make? How will the rest of the holland family especially Alex feel about his brother mating with his best friend. Will Arthur accept Jake and Patrick or will be cause more trouble. Read and find out cause there are loads of surprises. 

You have to read these books fall in love with them damn sexy Holland Brothers.

Depression and me

It's funny how society shames a person with mental illness. It's funny how people are more concern about physical pain and not about a persons mental or emotional pain. 

Hi my name is Mo and I have suffered a TBi. The result of suffering a TBI has lead to me being diagnosed with clinical depression. Let me back up TBi is the new common term. What I have was diagnosed as brain damage. Trouble with some short term and longer memory loss and mood swings. 

The new term is now Traumatic Brain Injury with clinical depression. Yeah doctors have tried their so called magic pills did they work NO. What worked for me was reading and what I use to do was write. 

There are nights that I cry and cannot figure out why. There are days where my mood is so dark than I really do want to pill a Janis Joplin, what gets me thru is my boys my babies who love me worts and all. But having this never ending dark tunnel is a bitch. 

I try to be support for my friends but sometimes I wonder will I ever have a support friend. 

Having a TBI gave me other issues, I do have social anxiety, I have what so e doctors have called facial and facial seizures. I don't to well in large crowds unless I am with someone I can trust. 

The funny thing is I am scared to tell folks how I mentally feel. There are days I tell people what they want to hear and not what I feel. I don't want to be label the chick with the mental issues. So some days I just say "Eh" or " I ain't dead yet ".

So now y'all know I am not as sane as society wants me to be. There's more to me but I am not willing to share. So I'll leave you with this little ditty.
Do you see me, do you see inside the pain I have to hide. 
Yes I make you laugh but those are the days I cry.
Because I have to hide the struggle inside,

Do you see me, do you know I hide.
all because I'm struggling to stay alive.
Do you know I'm one pill away.
from pulling a Janis Joplin I joke about everyday.

Pull up your big girl panties I have been told.
But the numb nutted fucks don't actually Know 
how their words make me feel 
Like what I'm feeling is not real.

There no magic pill to make my hurt go away.
Because I live with depression everyday. 
No they don't see me or know how I feel.
Cause their condescending words adds to my ills.

I walk in the darkness trying to find the light 
Wishing I had someone to tell me it's gonna be alright.

Do you now see me and understand
Every now and again I need you to hold my hand.